LOVE YUO 4-EVER

i think that i'm the last person in the world that people would expect to have a crush on lil wayne.

i think its the saddest thing in the world. 

that on the one day of the year, that love is outwardly expressed in the sweetest way i wont even be in the country. how could i possibly miss Valentine's Day the one year that i have a boyfriend?! does canada even celebrate Valentine's Day? but really it is just a day invented by card companies, so why not make a day of our own. 

"From: Herbert<3

Mhmm :) itll be sydney's and herby's Loveeee day." 

30 Locked Text Messages on my phone. every one is better then the next. 

i love my boyfriend. 

i have everything that i could ever possibly want. i don't think i have ever felt such a disfunctional perfection before. it has been two months and nine days of crazyness. i can honestly say that i have never felt such a real relationship. its not just i love you's and sappy compliments. its not just movie dates and holding hands. its real. there are arguments, and love, and doubts, and adventures. we fall asleep together. we play fight. we fight for real. we kiss without caring who's watching. we exchange gifts ... perfect gifts. we watch scary movies. we test our relationship. we push, we shove, we SPILL HOT CHOCOLATE all over each other, we run away from each other, we annoy each other, we pay for each other, we make time for eachother, we become friends with each other's friends, we make something special, we're in love. this will be one of those relationships i won't forget. it is my first serious high school relationship, and no matter how many years pass by, there is no way i could ever forget him. i am on cloud 9 times 1000 and nothing could ever bring me down