aloveofallthingsbeautiful.

in honor of my recent realization, iv decided to steal this "love quiz"

1) Do you prefer Crushin’, Interested in, or Relationship?
– i love being in a relationship. it gives you someone to get close to.

2) When you meet the right person, do you fall fast?
– i defiantly fall for someone quickly. im an independent person, but when im together with someone, i really fall head over heels. there is a difference between strongly liking someone and loving someone. when you fall in love you know.

3) Have you ever had your heart broken?
– i think i thought i did, but honestly i just over reacted. 

4) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is acceptable?
– not at all. not for me. not for him. not for anyone. 

5) Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you?
– if they could prove to me that they made a huge mistake, that they really truly love me, and that they would absolutely never do it again, then maybe. they would have one more chance.  

6) Have you talked about marriage with another person?
– yeah, but that marriage involved us being zombies, murdering, raping each other, and eating each other's hearts (:

don't worry we're not insane. we just based it off a little piece of heaven. 

7) If somebody liked you right now, what do you think a cool way to let you know would be?
– i always want to know if someone likes me. it wouldn't make a difference at this point, because i really am in love with my boyfriend, but its just nice to know that someone thinks of you that way. 

Do you enjoy playing hard to get?
– no, thats stupid. if i like someone i make it obvious. 

9) Be honest do you want to be in a relationship right now?
– its the greatest thing that could have happened to me. its one of those relationships i'll never forget, and how could i? so much has happened. 

10) Do you believe in love at first sight?
– no, i believe in lust at first sight. 

11) Are you a romantic?
– im too awkward 

12) Do you believe that you can change someone?
–  yeah, but you can't change someone just to make you happy. you need to change them to better themselves, in a crazy way it will all come back and help you in the long run. 

13) If you could get married anywhere, where would it be?
– the church of st. simon of the sea in manolokin beach new jersey 

its beautiful

14) Sex buddies - good or bad?
– good, its an easy way to get what you want without getting caught up in confusing relationship issues.

15) Do you easily give in when you are fighting?
– i used to, but i'v learned to stand my ground 

16) Do you have feelings for someone right now, whether they know or not?
– yes i do, and yes he knows. 

17) Have you ever wished you could’ve had someone but you messed that up?
– not really, it usually works out well 

18.) Have you broken a heart?
– i don't think i have

Best
1. Male Friend: herbert: my boyfriend louis: my best friend and then randall and joey 
2. Female Friend: julie, janine, melissa 
3. Vacation: so far? acapulco.
4. Memory: haha there are some very good ones 

Worst
1. Time of day: when i have to wake up for school
2. Day of the week: tuesday, and thursday
3. Food: chili blehhhh
4. Memory: there are alot, none really stand out.

Last
1. Person you saw: my grandma
2. Talked to on the phone: my grandma
3. Text: jason cumming
4. Messaged over MySpace? i dont myspace anymore

Today
1. What are you doing right now? yawning
2. Wearing? jeans and union catholic shirt
3. Better than yesterday? yeah today was good (:<3
4. Did you see the person you like? mhm. i wont see him again until tuesday ):
5. What’s the weather? warm but very windy, which makes it cold. 

Tomorrow
1. Is: friday february 13th, 2009
2. Got any plans? not really. i hope i figure out something though. 
3. Dislikes about tomorrow: eight hour drive 

Favorite
1. Number: 7, 13
2. Song: there are so many. but i have homesick by kings of convenience stuck in my head
3. Season: fall/summer
4. Cartoon: family guy >.<

Currently
1. Missing someone: my mommy is in california 
2. Mood: itchy 
3. Wanting: to make plans 
4. Listening to: the television 

True or False
I am a morning person: hahaha not at all
I am an only child: false jackolis and nickeyboo
I am currently in my PJ’s: nada
I am currently suffering from a broken heart: nope
I can be paranoid at times: yes, its the worst
I currently regret something that I have done: i dont really have many big regrets 
I curse frequently: yupyup
I enjoy country music: not even a little bit 
I enjoy hip hop: to some extent 
I enjoy techno/trance: when im in a dancing mood
I enjoy talking on the phone: yeah and no
I have a hidden talent: i can pick stuff up with my feet
I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal: not really. i am very open.
I have all my grandparents: no. my dad's mother died when he was 12, but i do have a step grandma. 
I have at least one brother and/or sister: two brothers
I have been told that I have an unusual sense of humor: hahha kind of. i have a quirkyness to me
I have changed a diaper: i'v attempted to
I have changed a lot over the past year: yes, but for the better
I have done something illegal: mhm
I have had major/minor surgery: nope
I have had my hair cut within the last 2 months: haha no i was bald until i was one and a half
I have had the cops called on me: yeah man

Single or Taken: taken
Eye color: hazel 
Hair: brownish reddish blondeish.
Height: 5'5 1/2"
Righty or lefty: Righty
Can you make a dollar in change right now? i have a quarter in my bra ( i had no pockets today)