Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Chipped Nail Polish and the Smell of Green Tea

he broke his teeth on turquoise harmonicas.i need to express my love for stanley kubrick's director's sense. seriously the angles and the way he works the camera is light-years ahead of his time. the shining pure genius. the movie's story line was of corse the main focus of the movie, but his camera angles really add on to the story. but enough of my love of kubrick's films. i want to stay up all night. i have my movie marathon all picked out. the shining, one flew over the cukoo's nest, withnail and i, and anything else i could think of before i eventually crash. i want to stay up talking all night. i love that. 
i hate awkward situations. im such an awkward person though. im kind of contradicting myself. but when a friend is crying and upset i freeze. i have no clue what to say. i hug them yes, i try to make them laugh yes, i listen to their problems yes, but i am so awkward about it. i wish i could be one of those people who could comfort someone. i just can't do that. what happens if i have a daughter, and her first boyfriend completely crushes her heart? she's crying, nothing can calm her down. what am i supposed to do? id be awkwardly hugging her. i dont know. ill see how it all plays out when i get there. and who knows, maybe it all comes in due time. so janine, im sorry if i could not make you feel any better. i promise, boys are idiots. and you deserve so much better then that. 

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