Feeding My Addiction

is there such thing as Bloggers Anonymous? Because if so i really need to sign up. I am getting a little too over addicted. but i really have found a place where i can just write, and feel good about what i am writing. no ones judging, and i can just let my thoughts run from my brain and out through the tips of my fingers. 

i find it amazing that three little words could really change your whole outlook on a day. 

i find the nights depressing. and i don't know why. it seems like the second i step off that swim bus, and get in the car i'm in a mood. no matter how many people call/message/text/IM me i still feel alone. maybe its because i spend the entire time slaving over my mountainous piles of homework. 

everything seems to annoy me. there is just one thing i want. 

it happens, and then i can go to bed in peace. 

this is my daily routine. isn't it sad?

 

i really wish that Holden Caulfield was a real person.